I do wonder where you are right now. Have I already met you?
I sometimes ask myself whether you are the girl who I hoped for some time would be my other half. The rare occasions when I was around you I felt incredibly shy, maybe you felt the same way? Maybe I didn’t make enough effort to be around you and talk to you to find out whether you were “the one”. Whenever you were on Facebook chat, I was stuck for words and you always had to go too soon.
Ah what am I trying to say?
I’m shy, I know you could be too. Why do I fear getting rejected or making a fool of myself? Maybe you aren’t the one. Maybe there’s someone else? Or maybe you are the one. Sometimes it feels like my mind is running in circles. Did I give up too soon, or has God got someone else for me out there?
I guess, whoever you are and wherever you might be, please wait for me as I wait for you.
your future husband